well, it's a long time ago that i was active here.
Sry for that ^^'
Without an PC it's hard to be online ^^'
well, some things happend and i want that you all know what ^^'
Well, i entered the second year of my education as a graphic designer, it don't make fun, it's hard work and all projects are boring, at all, i know that i will NEVER want to work as a graphic designer... i have stress in school, have fights with teachers... Not really good ._.
well well... I'm just happy when i have weekend or holidays, even when i need to work EVERY day for school (yes, even at the weekends and holidays...)
After all, my hamster Kess got sick, she had an ulcer on her chin, at first we all had thought it would be a wound wich ignites, i gave her every day medicine, but it didn't get better, the ulcer grows and grows, i nearly cryed every day, i just love her so much, i was so damn afraid to lose her... i gave her only porridge, soon, she wasn't able to eat her dried fodder, so i started to give her Yogurt with mealworms, we often went to the vet, but we wasn't able to operate, she is just to smal, she wouldn't surive anesthesia...
after weeks of fights again the cancer (we think she had cancer...) she died two days ago... that's the reason why i will not write much, i just loved her so much... it hurts...it hurts so much... i cry the whole time... i had forgot how hard it is to lose a good friend...
love ya R.I.P. my baby
after all, i know that i still want pets, i can't be happy without them, but i will not have a dwarf hamster again, this time, i will get a goldhamster, they are bigger, more robust, when they have somehting, you can help and they live longer, i will sell my terrarium (it's nearly new, so i hope i can have at last 100€ for it, i bought it for 156€) i will sell the impeller and then i will buy a glass cabinet, it's bigger and a lot cheaper as a terraium..
phuu, well, i know that i have just really less active watcher (even the numbers says that i have over 2100 watcher ._.) but i hope, i can bring the old activity back...so, yea, i wish you all a nice sunday...